Will these memories fade when I leave this town.... Life is full of surprises... that's what today has been for me. Graduation wasn't surprising, it was the events that happened and the memories that have been imprinted.. the unexpected memories that make like so full of surprises. There were so many wonderful things at graduation... that i fear my horrible writing will butcher it's holiness in my mind... so lets just leave it at: i had a wonderful time, a lot more happy than i had expected, and a little bit more stable on my feelings than i had thought. I'll miss not having my friends there 24/7 ... the whole gang ... separated... is such a different feeling. I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye... To simply put, those two hours have summed up my high school experience and made me realized... I did make something out of myself. And no matter what kind of experience it was, it was still an experience in which I can reflect upon and say, yes i am proud of myself and my measle accomplishments - accomplishments that to him, seems like i've conquered the world and that in itself is enough to make me proud of myself... because for at least one person who means the world to me... i've made a difference in his life. I'll miss this chapter of my life... even if there were times when I badly wanted to just get away... ...because since the 3rd grade... I felt like the city is sucking away at my soul. True, it's breathtaking with it's advancements... but at the same time, i miss the sky that stretch out endlessly above me without a trace of towers, buildings.. and the sounds of the highway below it. i hate changes... because it reminds me of all the things i've left behind. I'm relunctant to go to college.. but i want to... Keep on thinking it's a time to fly... |