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Name: caitlin
Birthday: 3/14/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: webdesign, traditional art, photography


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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

As we go on...

Will these memories fade when I leave this town....

Life is full of surprises... that's what today has been for me. Graduation wasn't surprising, it was the events that happened and the memories that have been imprinted.. the unexpected memories that make like so full of surprises.

There were so many wonderful things at graduation... that i fear my horrible writing will butcher it's holiness in my mind... so lets just leave it at: i had a wonderful time, a lot more happy than i had expected, and a little bit more stable on my feelings than i had thought. I'll miss not having my friends there 24/7 ... the whole gang ... separated... is such a different feeling.

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye...

To simply put, those two hours have summed up my high school experience and made me realized... I did make something out of myself. And no matter what kind of experience it was, it was still an experience in which I can reflect upon and say, yes i am proud of myself and my measle accomplishments - accomplishments that to him, seems like i've conquered the world and that in itself is enough to make me proud of myself... because for at least one person who means the world to me... i've made a difference in his life.

I'll miss this chapter of my life... even if there were times when I badly wanted to just get away...

...because since the 3rd grade... I felt like the city is sucking away at my soul. True, it's breathtaking with it's advancements... but at the same time, i miss the sky that stretch out endlessly above me without a trace of towers, buildings.. and the sounds of the highway below it.

i hate changes... because it reminds me of all the things i've left behind. I'm relunctant to go to college.. but i want to...

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly...


Monday, May 29, 2006

The mall is a VERY evil place (for many reasons).

Take that into whatever perspective you like...


Thursday, May 25, 2006

You insisted that I write in my xanga in your attempt to revive the world of xanga... so here i am writing.. without even knowing that it has declined due to Myspace.. because frankly life and its daily demands has deprived me too many hours of sleep and relaxation that i find it difficult to sit down and write... (i wonder how many people will even read this thing anymore)

You know the saddest thing about life? It's when you feel like you've been betrayed. Sometimes I take things too personally, but I'm not at fault. I'm an analyzer (sp?) ... or so I've been told. I analyze things on the basis of my observations... not of prejudice. So when I say I feel betrayed, you've apparently done something. So the question comes to "what did you do?" I really hate it when someone asks me that question. It's the same thing with "why are you mad". If you don't know why I'm mad at you, you don't really care for Caitlin now do you?

Now I shall go back to hello and enjoy Kevin's personal live photo-report of his trip to UCSD.


Saturday, April 02, 2005

so broken up inside...